I wonder what it’s like after forever..

She is brave. She has always been brave. But I know even heroes has their own weaknesses. Superman is vulnerable to green kryptonite & magic. Spiderman’s weakness is his sense of responsibility. Iron Man-his chest plate contained a pace-maker because shrapnel had stopped his heart. Wolverine becomes weak to places with magnetic fields. People are defenseless when it comes to loving someone….

We have been best of friends for years now. We’re on the same school. ‘Twas second year high school when we became classmates. I don’t know how we became best of friends. We created a group named Promil Teens Star.

Me-Super Diva

Khitel-Miss Congeniality

Kay-Anne-Wiz Kid

Matet-Muse

Rye-Heartthrob

We get along very well, we have the same interests and views. Super protected namin ang isa’t isa against mapang-asar nung high school. We are lifting each other up. We believe in each other. Kahit nalipat kame ng section nung Fourth year high school, still we managed to keep our friendship intact. Not until we graduated. Nag-iba na kameng lahat ng Universities. But, kame ni Khitel, kahit magkaiba ng school, Super friends parin. Ewan ko ba. Dami na din naming pinagdaanan ng bruhang to. Inaaway nya ung mga nambubully saken. Ako kasi ung weak sameng dalawa. She is independent. Ako yung iyakin, loser. But she’s always at my side. Lalo na pag nasasaktan kami pagdating sa love. Dun naman sya mahina..

Kaya siguro nagja-jive kame. We complement each other. Kumbaga Mangga at Bagoong, perfect combination.

Even if we found another circle of friends, hindi parin naming maiwan ang isa’t isa. I love her so much. Madami na din ako naging best friends pero iba si Khitel. Kahit kulang kame sa time na mag-bonding, lagi parin sya nasa tabi ko. Yung iba nga tinatawag akong best frend pero hindi ko maramdaman. Sinasaktan parin nila ko.

And she is now in United Kingdom, a registered nurse and works at Meadowcare Homes. I know kung gano kalungkot dun pero bilib ako skanya, kinakaya nya. She love her family so much. And I love them too. Mabait sila and very welcoming. Mafefeel mo na part kana ng family nila. Love you guys!

Now, she has a problem. I want to help her, I want to protect her, pero wala ako magawa. Under sya ngaun ng emotional downtime. I know how hard it is bez, but like Im telling you, I didn’t know you to be a quitter. You’re always the queen of your palace. Kahit malayo tayo, naiisip kita. I wish I could be with you now and shopping galore tayo pampawala ng stress. Hehe! But seriously, don’t take life seriously. Magulo noh? I know.

I don’t expect na sundin mo ang mga pinapayo ko for you. Nasa sayo parin yan. Kung ano ang alam mong mabuti, yun ang gawin mo. After all, you deserve the best, not the better.

Eh pano mo nga malalaman kung best na ba yun or better? Look within your heart. Ang gusto ko at gusto naming mga nagmamahal sayo ay yung makakapagpasaya sayo. Malayo ka sa family mo kaya naiintindihan kita. Just pray bez. Sabi ko nga sayo sana malakas pa ako kay God, kasi kasama ka sa prayers ko.

Loka ka isave daw ba ang mga pinagsasasabi ko? Hehe! I know im not in the position para magpayo sayo kasi marami din ako failures. Pero ang mga sinasabi ko sayo ay totoo. Ayaw ko lang maranasan mo ang sakit na naranasan ko na.

I believe in you. Helow, kahit nga bagyo gumigimik ka, kaya alam ko na kahit may problema ka ngayon, may dahilan para magsaya ka.

When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness, instead keep your head up high and gaze into heaven for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal..

Haaay..this too shall pass…

Bez, this one’s for you:

~~It takes half of our life to find true friends and half of it keeping them, I am lucky to have spent less than half my life finding you and wish to spend the rest keeping you. I am just around. Love you bez!~

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